Weird Pathology


This song (bard) is written in Hinglish (first time ever by me), so will be relatable to all Hindi+ English speaking people:

“Bachpan ki meri dost- badi yaari hain bhai!
We have each other’s back, right until we die!”
Samay beeta zara, a bit we drew apart!
“Tu usse baat kari!”- (some problem’s in my heart!)

Bagal- tera kandha, honthon pe teri- smile…
(I don’t wanna see him around you for a mile!)
Bachpan ki meri friend, bachpan ka mera ride,
(He’s “dove-ing” her right there),- “My trying’s bonfide…”

“Tujhe kya ho gaya- as if you got a dent?
Please, tell me if he’s good- you’re my best friend!”
Uski baatein sunani- all the way she went…
(She’s more than my friend. How to drop a hint?)

Ye dono- boy & girl- badi ajeeb hain life!
Together & apart, hotey hain ye drive!
You watch them all along- samajh na aawe, haye…
Idhar- udhar ghumein, kyu dikhtey hain ye “high”?

It’s a weird pathology…
It’s a weird pathology…

“Bachpan ka meri dost- badi yaari hain bhai!
We have each other’s back, right until we die!”
Samay beeta zara, a bit we drew apart!
“Tera friend hain bada cute, uspe hain mera heart!”

Bagal- mera kandha, honthon pe meri- smile…
(Ho use kya gaya, why is he tailing for a mile?)
Saath hain mera banda, bachpan ka mera ride,
(Wo hume ghuma rha. This love ain’t bonafide)

(You love me, I’m right and that is the dent
I know he’s no good, because you’re my best friend!)
Uski baatein sunani- all the way I went…
(I’m ready and afraid- please, drop me a hint!)

Ye dono- boy & girl- badi ajeeb hain life!
Together & apart, hotey hain ye drive!
You watch them all along- samajh na aawe, haye…
Idhar- udhar ghumein, kyu dikhtey hain ye “high”?

It’s a weird pathology…
It’s a weird pathology…

Breaking Free…


Separating them both...
Separating them both…

Sleepless nights…
Oh- oh!
Soul denies…
Oh- oh!
Wet my eyes…
A wee
Blind my eyes…
But everything I see

The other guy,
took all…
Tore away,
my soul…
But all along,
I knew…
Still I forgot my “faith” in you…

Burn me all,
your talk…
Cold as ice,
your walk…
Shattered heart,
but your good bye hand…
Said:- “Crush it more, into the sand!”

Getting over with you left my heart wide open…
But now I know what I got to do…
Walk up to you,
                  grab your sight,
                           and with my mouth broken:
“Oh, baby, any more- I don’t love you!”

Sleep a bit…
Oh- oh!
Work a bit…
Oh- oh!
Colours around,
all gone…
I see you already,
moved on…

Secrets shared,
Unto the grave…
If you told me,
Once been brave…
You could’ve spared,
All my pain…
Now I see you’ve changed and I talk in vain…

It’s high time,
I mustn’t stop…
“Spare that dime,
Not a word you drop!
Forget about her,
Suit up and walk away…
Oh man, it’s time to walk up and say:- ‘Hey!'”

Getting over with you left my heart wide open…
But now I know what I got to do…
Walk up to you,
              grab your sight,
                       and with my mouth broken:
“Oh, baby, any more- I don’t love you!”

Me to You


People talkin’, People tryin’…
And I don’t know what to do…
So I walk away all cryin’
Coz’ I’ve no one to love…
No one to love…
No one to love…

I want you, walk right beside me…
And I left that up to you…
Demon- Heart is right inside me…
Clawing through my chest to you…

Fear not- I am the right one…
Take no time to think it through…
Feel the breeze and let it flow some…
Flow with me I’m there for you…

People talkin’, People tryin’…
And I don’t know what to do…
So I walk away all cryin’
Coz’ I’ve no one to love…
No one to love…
No one to love…

I’m your bug and you’re my lantern…
And there’s a light coming from you…
In your love, I see a pattern…
Hearts & Hearts and there are you!!!

I’ve told you, we’ve discussed this…
So no more I can see you…
Don’t you ask, whom will I miss…
Fly away- God be with you!!!

People talkin’, People tryin’…
And I don’t know what to do…
So I walk away all cryin’
Coz’ I’ve no one to love…
No one to love…
No one to love…

I’m Sorry


I fooled around,
And I felt sound…
And I was proud
-Ooh, so proud…
You were shy,
And I was loud…
Never thought…
What was that all about!

But now,
I come along,
You walk away…
Day after day!
Day after day!
I start with “Hey!”
You look astray…
Some other life!
Some other day!

But there’s no way
You can mend a heart from shatters…
Nothing one can do that matters!!!
Something in my heart, that tells me
She was the only one for me…

But there’s no way
You can mend a heart from shatters…
Nothing one can do that matters!!!
Something in my heart, that tells me
She was the only one for me…

All of the girls
And the ones I like…
Had every single,
With my mic!
But with them
It all felt alike…
I fell for you,
I did not “like”…

But now,
You’re in my head,
Even when I sleep…
Your love to keep
-I failed to keep!
My heart’s fallen
Very steep…
To save it,
It’d be a giant leap!

But there’s no way
You can mend a heart from shatters…
Nothing one can do that matters!!!
Something in my heart, that tells me
She was the only one for me…

But there’s no way
You can mend a heart from shatters…
Nothing one can do that matters!!!
Something in my heart, that tells me
She was the only one for me…

Still, I remember
Our little thing…
Her in my hands
And I did sing…
In her eyes
Why did mine sink?
I was in love,
Now that I think…

But now,
I caught her up
And touched our heads
Same old feeling,
I can’t see less…
I’m sorry,
I’m such a mess…
No one, but you,
I’d love to kiss…

And there’s a way,
You can mend a heart from shatters
Something one can do that matters
Whole of my heart, that tells me
She is the one for me!

And there’s a way,
You can mend a heart from shatters
Something one can do that matters
Whole of my heart, that tells me
She is the one for me!

That Moment…


Curled mustache,
Jacket of class,
Driven by his clock,
Just like compass,
Golden clips.
He sees a lass
Hesitates not,
Starts to dance…

“I play a jazz song,”
the crowd gets in
“Where’s that guy?”
He cannot be seen!
He knows alright,
To places he’s been…
“Oh, there he is!”
Twisting the floor so keen…

“He’s a great guy!”
           And tossed a coin onto the bar…
Then stretched her leg, out so far…
Like a lady, stepping out of the car…
Drum, saxophone, but not guitar!

The lass sees him,
Out in the crowd…
Twisting,
To me the singer proud…
He twists his leg,
So bold and loud…
To her moves,
It does reach out…

With lacey skirt,
At this great hour…
The lass twists back,
Just like a flower…
Approaching him,
Embarks from the door…
Boom- boom! Clap- clap!
All sing in the choir!!!

“He’s a great guy!”
And tossed a coin onto the bar…
Then stretched her leg, out so far…
Like a lady, stepping out of the car…
Drum, saxophone, but not guitar!

Getting drunk,
By each other’s sight
Waving their hands,
In tact, so right…
Falling in love,
So they might…
Looking at another,
With smile so light!

Well defined,
He catches her hand…
He turns her,
Gentle as a magic wand…
“Crank it up!
          My little band!
They’re in love,
          Don’t you understand?!”

“He’s a great guy!”
And tossed a coin onto the bar…
Then stretched her leg, out so far…
Like a lady, stepping out of the car…
Drum, saxophone, but not guitar!

The May


I see a girl,
who walks on the sky…
Drops splatter up
and from the High…
Rainbow shines,
on other side…
And here, a smile
does slightly glide…

The only thing,
I’d love to say,
Gently hold you,
if I may:
“A simple gaze,
into your eyes…
Shatters, cold,
my crusty ice…

I love you May,
         let’s live the day!!!
I love you May,
          let’s get away!!!
I love you May,
          let’s live the day!!!
          let’s get away!!!
I think that “we” –
          should stay…
I think that “we”,
          should, stay!

Her curly hair,
brushed by, now…
Forget you?-
Ooh, how?
To catch your hand,
I turn around…
But all I see,
is an empty crowd…

In my mind,
a hint of despair…
With frozen hand,
I stood right there…
With my eyes closed,
I see your charm…
A thought of you,
made numb feel warm …

I love you May,
         let’s live the day!!!
I love you May,
          let’s get away!!!
I love you May,
          let’s live the day!!!
          let’s get away!!!
I think that “we” –
          should stay…
I think that “we”,
          should, stay!

A feather touch,
I cannot see…
” Oh, boy, are you,
looking out for me?”
I link our eyes,
let her fall in…
” Girl, all this time,
where have you been?”

The sun is up,
with rain beside…
A wave of crowd,
it’s high tide…
Amidst the crest,
they do stand…
Then walk away,
hand in hand…

I love you May,
         let’s live the day!!!
I love you May,
          let’s get away!!!
I love you May,
         let’s live the day!!!
I love you May,
          let’s get away!!!
I think that “we” –
          should stay…
I think that “we”,
          should, stay!

Audio coming soon…

The Friendship


(Disclaimer: Do not check the spellings I have altered them so that you understand the tune The tune is like- before middle dash/coma its longer than after…) The Dog (to the world): Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow The biiig wourld- that’s all ! I luv u oul- that’s all ! Nobody criies- that’s all ! I bark aloune- that’s all ! I’ll get a boune- that’s all ! Yeah- I’ll get a boune- that’s all ! Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow (as those who search always find, the Dog finds the Boune) I never caire- that’s all ! You sing aloung, that song ! I bark aloune, at world ! I never caire- that’s all ! But here comes a Bitch (to the Dog): No- Nou No- Nou, No- No No- Nou No- Nou, No- No U neva think, at all ! U bark at wourld- that’s all ! (The Bitch barked more…) U neva thiink, that’s y, U’re all aloune, that’s y, U have a Boune (pause), I take away ! (The Bitch takes away the bone from the Dog, but our Dog being a pacifist, in vain, pain and desparity holds the Bone and through it the Bitch and barks ) Ouwwwwwwwww !!! The Wourld is Biiig- that’s all! The Boune is Biiig- that’s all! U either shaire, that Boune Or go ‘n’ get your ouwn! (he barks more to her and the World) U kill the Greed- that’s all! U make the Wourld- that’s all! A better Wourld- that’s all! U save us aull- that’s all! (He sees that his words had a tremendous effect on the Bitch, as her mood dips down and she releases the Boune) (the Dog does not hesitate to take it back, but a tear drops and…) U don’t wourry- that’s all! U be happiye- that’s all! Now, I’ll shaire, that Boune Don’t be afraiid- have all! (the completely shocked Bitch stops dropping tears, but still fails to believe that she was invited to join his company and share that Boune) (Observing her hesitation, the Dog…) Don’t be aloune- that’s all! Communicate- that’s all! ‘N’ neva fight, at all! Just have it all- thats all! (saying this the Dog gives the Boune to the Bitch and astonished, but enthusiasticly gratefull she walks on in pace with the Dog) Sorry, I neva thiink- that’s all! (but the Dog joins in) We sing aloung, that song We bark togetha, at world We’ll make better, the world Hands togetha, we hold You join in !!!(pause) (and so the Bitch, the Dog and the Boune, together move into a newly discovered world of friendship, when we will join in ?) Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhouw Bhow- Bhouw, Bhow- Bhow Bhow- Bhow- Bhow- Bhow !!! ( Please comment and tell me how baaad it was !!!) (Thank you, I hope so the main motive behind this poem has been clearly delivered to you) image